FLUCHT IN FREMDE WELTEN

I open my eyes, i ry to see but I'm blinded by the white light. . .
I can't remember how I can't remember why.... I am here tonite
AND I CAN'T STAND THE PAIN
and I can't make it go away
no I can't stand the pain. . .
How could this happen to me? I made some mistakes
got nowhere to run, the night goes on. . . the sun's fading away - I'm sick of this life
I just wanna escape
how could this......happen to me???